This town is like a bad deed you have already paid severely for and you're just looking for any way to forget about it. It never lets a part of you go and deep inside you let it cling to you and fester inside you. You realize that you're trying to find ways to go back and see how far down the toilet the place has gone since you've moved on with your life. I moved to Montgomery in June 2005 and moved away in June 2011.
I was just hitting puberty when I was introduced to the town of Montgomery and I still believed in boy cooties(with exception of the cute boys). I honestly think that at this time in my life I was very vulnerable to the outside world; i was the new kid in town with the newly single mother and I was just discovering my womanhood.
In the beginning I was a young girl loving the idea of having a house full of girls off of a lake. By the end of my junior year half of my friends had spent at least one night in jail, all of us loved the heavy drugs, my grades were slowly slipping and I started seeing less of school and more of the inside of my garage being smogged out. I don't regret any of the choices I made then because they were my own and nobody could have forced me to do anything I didn't want to do. I agreed completely with every path I took and i'm okay with that because it all led me here where I am today. Now I know better and more of what I want from myself. No one and no town will take that away from me ever.
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